part.tenth
(sorta
like the third)
(again,
for KŠthe)
shes
sorta like the third
white
stripe; laying in
her
swedish-made
bedthings,
warm and
unclad
and offering me
little
to cover myself with.
white
paper bleeds white
by liquid paper onto
bedthings
and i have
had so
little white-out
since
it has been ages.
eons.
decades.
always
supposing that she
has
always envisioned she;
pulls
the goosedown closer
to her
neck as she.
painfully
oblivious to the
night
stars an; then we
make
ourselves painfully
oblivious
to the nights
scare.
and ive still a
faint
dull listlessness
where
my rib used to
be.
and my
head and my
knee.
and we
decide to say fuckit
and
just fuck
for
hours at at ime without
ever
giving a moments
glance
upward
or
forward
or
from the side.
shes
stroking her/my face
and we
pull in for
a
close-up and we
check
the cards or
dont
check them to
see
what the (hollywood)
stars
have to say.
and i
feel the warmth
of
her glance
as i
feel a warmth
in
my pants
but
she is so warm;
slipped
between whitenessŃslipping
between
sheets
shes
like a candystriper every
time
she bleeds
and
breathes
and
breeds
poetry
at the seams.
(and i
haventseen enough
of the
details to cum
{to
any justification}
but
the way with all
augen
with
all billboards peering
out at
the smokey ashen remains
of
antebellum jersey, flicked from the
knee
of black pants with a racist mentality
inside
them.)