what Daedalus has pasted you

to his sinewy arms

before reaching up to a paper sky?

yet you rain

down on me, assuming the form of

the ash and sulphur

from the mouth of St Helen

making my hair filthy.

yet at the same time you are the

monsoon that washes me clean.

 

i cannot change my form

like a chameleon.

i am stuck in unmoldable clay

i am the pot-- already fired

how carefully i collected sacred bathwater

and saved it in my

highschool locker

only to throw it away

at the first sight of dark

 

we're sitting in a lounge

we're lounging in my head

 

the talking drum of african

lore sings mournfully

--it is struck-beaten

by a neo-bohemian ska child.

i am sitting in a an armchair

and feeling

the beatnik-swahili

in my bones

 

i think of nothing and everything

but mostly of siamese twins

two blonde women joined at

the breast and picking

out fish at the pet store

picking out just the right one.

 

we're sitting in a lounge

we're lounging in my head

 

we're both trying to squeeze

into a chair that once

belonged to someone

that someone took such

care of-- only to toss it aside.

is there some holy Ghost

dancing to the swahili voice?

what Lao-Tsu

is hiding inside

this cast-off armchair?

what drumwoven

beats can rip away

the cracked leather exterior

to find it?

 

The return of the Question

mark it's been

called by some though\

it's much harder to

write in the affirmative.

 

they say that someone

once wanted to burn a

Phoenician library--

but their books

were written on clay

              Forever preserved.

i must fire my clay pots

in an attempt to recapture

that rhythm.

              to recapture that Godmosthigh

 

but we were sitting in a lounge

we were lounging in my head

 

i found an iguana that day

tucked neatly away behind the

cellophane.

i didn't expect to find you

waiting

Mr Galapagos Iguana

 

i hope you'll excuse my species

with our disease infested

beasties of the field.

leaving you with nowhere to

go but a cigarettebox.

 

i, like you, iguana

cannot change my skin

cannot be a chameleon

but must forever remain iguana.

 

i cannot hide from the

pollution for the god of Abraham

said there's nothing they can do  now.

what were you doing that day

peeping up from the cigarette wrapper?

 

we were sitting in a lounge

we were lounging in my head